or atleast someone to look after me,

dads away for work.
and mum takes this opportunity to lay into me,
because she knows im not strong when i have no-one to cry to..
usually i would go stay with a friend.
but i think they probably find me a burden on their GCSE's
so i'm not going to ask.
im glad bobs being sweet but a little odd too.
in the middle of lunch whilst everyone was sat together and he says:
are you still depressed then?
and my face went pink and i looked at everyone looking at me,
laughed, and said shut up bob,
i'm fine.
i think everyone judged me a little bit then,
but i don't care,
i want things to get better please,