Saturday, 30 October 2010
Wednesday, 27 October 2010
everyone's got onezee's now
i feel so much less special.
damn primark selling such cool cheap pyjamas
i think i shall go down tomorrow and get my pacman one,
then i will have... 5
and hopefully one day i will get my pikachu one i have wanted for ages
and i will be RICH in oneseeees
Posted by ChazzNoir at 12:15
Tuesday, 26 October 2010
Posted by ChazzNoir at 17:32
Monday, 25 October 2010
got a bit obssesed with tattoo's
i just kept drawring on myself.
moustache on each finger,
little heart above my bum,
barcode on my ankle
Sad man on my other ankle
paw prints on the bottom of my feets
then at ngaio's party last night i let more people draw on me,
and i want a tramp stamp :)
Posted by ChazzNoir at 10:54
Saturday, 23 October 2010
people keep pooping round my house..
i'm not normally there :)
so paddy lets them come over to his,
bessie an ruby yesterday..
i've missed bessie haven't really seen her since school
we talked about how everyone has changed or are changing,
even me and bessie have,
the two people who hadn't changed since we were in year 7
now she's having a slightly grown upper style of fun.
i am too i guess.
but it was fun to kick back with her and be just as silly as we used to be.
Posted by ChazzNoir at 04:19
back in my room again...
i felt like a child.
i stay at paddy's most nights when i don't have college
and i feel a little maturer,
with a relationship, and responsibility's etc.
and i wake up in my room,
after a night out
with which of my friends i brought home next to me,
and my walls full of writings about playground secrets.
last nights clothes scattered on my floor,
and i go for cuddles with my dad
reminding myself of how i am actually still just a child at heart.
Posted by ChazzNoir at 04:07
Thursday, 21 October 2010
Posted by ChazzNoir at 04:01
Wednesday, 20 October 2010
Tuesday, 19 October 2010
Posted by ChazzNoir at 15:01
i am not allowed to eat in my own fucking house!
because she doesn't like the smell of food.
i'm sorry if your inlove with her dad.
but she is fucking up our lives.
Posted by ChazzNoir at 12:48
Monday, 18 October 2010
Sunday, 17 October 2010
Did a shoot with naomi today :)
she is tres beautiful :)
but still haven't done my 500 word essay that is due in last tuesday...
i have been so trampy since paddy's gone,
i haven't been wearing make up
or getting out of my pyjamas...
this is not healthy,
why do the lights appear to flicker across bristol?
Posted by ChazzNoir at 15:38
Saturday, 16 October 2010
Watched Breakfast at Tiffany's with ngaio, alice and stella.
and tomorrow ngaio is going on a date with my brother...
but max has been so annoying
and so un-helpful today!!
i could of got so much done,
i was going to do a little shopping,
clean out my gerbil,
finish my essay
then dinner with ngaio,
(i bought pudding :)
but thanks to max's all day binge playing some stupid football game
and then just the point i needed to work on the computer going to play some online facebook card game..?
and i had to hide in the toilet for like a half hour cause i wanted some pepsi
but max had it
and when i asked for some he started to down the bottle
so i went to take it from him,
and poured it all over his face...
soo he started chasing me upstairs,
i managed to lock myself in the loo before he could do any real harm,
but then obviously he went into my room and messed some stuff up,
anyway i had a little cry in the loo for a bit,
pathetic little me,
wasn't just down to max
i had other things in mind,
anyway i didn't even finish cleaning out mushroom's cage,
and had to have a super quick shower before popping off to ngaios's
Posted by ChazzNoir at 16:55
Friday, 15 October 2010
Posted by ChazzNoir at 10:40
Thursday, 14 October 2010
ngaio was supposed to come round after i baby sat today,
i think she forgot...
i bought ice cream...
oh well i will put it in for the milkshake,
and i haven't got any plans for once
and i want to see my friends
but no-one is replying my texts...
i might wander down to primark and get a onezee tomorrow
and ask for a job,
it wouldn't be too bad working in primark,
no discount but probably just spend all my wages there anyway.
anyone who reads this before about 2 tomorrow drop me a text if you want to come...
i miss everyone so much,
&thats my dad and my brother:
Posted by ChazzNoir at 15:52
wow i must of had about 8 dreams that i can remember last night,
and all about spiders or have spiders in them,
there was spiders in the food,
weird jumping spiders that i had to defeat,
just everywere D:
tats the last time i watch clips about spiders on youtube D:
Posted by ChazzNoir at 05:43
Wednesday, 13 October 2010
rrrrgh college D:
i tried to put £10 on my printing credit?
som eshit went wrong
anyway it's lost and what a waist of a tenner,
that also means i cannot complete my work,
which makes me very unsettled,
and feel like i haven't done the work D:
then i spoke to my tutor about counselling in school,
and i apparently have to speak to the student welfare officer?
anyway steve (my tutor) was very lovely and understanding,
but i chickened out again,
Posted by ChazzNoir at 13:38
Paddy's going to spain for a week..
i'm going to have so much time on my hands,
lots of work and friends :)
i will miss you paddykins
have fun with dan:
-paddy doesn't like this picture but i think it's ace's :D (and thats dan)
Posted by ChazzNoir at 04:21
Sunday, 10 October 2010
Posted by ChazzNoir at 07:39
Saturday, 9 October 2010
paddy's out doing a performance and i have been in his bed all day :D
but i just realised i have lots of things to do
but can't leave till he's back cause i told his dad i wouldn't...
i'm just going to make myself an Itunes playlist of all paddy's songs i like :D
Posted by ChazzNoir at 05:42
Wednesday, 6 October 2010
Posted by ChazzNoir at 07:06
Sunday, 3 October 2010
another amazing weekend,
with paddy and more new friends :D
i love paddy's friends i really feel like they suit me :)
and i don't feel like crap the day after
now to bed..
early night thanks.
Posted by ChazzNoir at 11:45
Saturday, 2 October 2010
Posted by ChazzNoir at 07:00