Charly is...

i wander what people think about me,

am i the one who everyone is nice to face to face then when i leave it's like OMG THERE SO ANNOYING!

or am i the one that everyone knows but doesn't include me when making plans.

am i the extra..

or the nothing,

when i see someone with their friend and their all fine, then when their friend leaves and they go god i hate that person and start talking about them i ever wander if thats me..? it's hard to tell cause they don't say it to my face.


i hate this time of the month when i get all self conscious and i start picking on myself, and i say silly things like i'm so ugly, and it really annoys everyone, i can't loose friends now, ive only just started to find them.