:/

ive never known anyone so difficult and self sabotaging
i try to tell her every evening, "CAN'T YOU SEE YOU HAVE A PROBLEM?!!!"
but now i realized it doesn't work even if you shout it in her face
that just makes her cry.

so now i just remind her
but she doesn't listen.
she just turns it to something else,

"Mum you have a problem!"

"Oh and im the only one in the world am i?!"

"no mum but yours is most serious right now***(she interrupts)

***"NO NO its your dad its him he has the problem hes driving this house insane its him its him"

"mum listen...***

***NO its not me its him your always just like Daddyyy you stupid little daddy's girl, you stupid girl you just go dadddyyyyyyy daddyyy and you get whatever you want"

"no mum it's not that please stop changing the subject***

***AND your always rude to me infront of your friends you tell me to fuck off"

"no mum i just know when your drunk and you come in and and before you do something inappropriate i try to stop you and make you leave***

***NO you just always try and look cool infront of your friends"

"no mum i'm just embarrassed by you anyway this isn't whats important***

"Oh Fuck off!!!! go to Daddy go on fuck off"

"Mum shush just because you don't want to hear what i'm trying to say because you know it's true and you can't be fucked to do anything to change or improve the situation your in!***

***NO FUCK OFF I DON'T CARE...


etc.

just s little snippit of my evening.

:/