Saturday, 30 October 2010

Zombie Walk...

Wednesday, 27 October 2010


gosh daaarnit
everyone's got onezee's now
i feel so much less special.
damn primark selling such cool cheap pyjamas
i think i shall go down tomorrow and get my pacman one,
then i will have... 5
and hopefully one day i will get my pikachu one i have wanted for ages
and i will be RICH in oneseeees

Tuesday, 26 October 2010


i have not been home in very long.
and i don't understand the work i have been set,
i just want to quite college and have lots of lovely paddy cudles.

Monday, 25 October 2010

tramp stamp

got a bit obssesed with tattoo's
i just kept drawring on myself.
moustache on each finger,
little heart above my bum,
barcode on my ankle
Sad man on my other ankle
paw prints on the bottom of my feets
then at ngaio's party last night i let more people draw on me,
and i want a tramp stamp :)

Saturday, 23 October 2010


i have nothing to do...


people keep pooping round my house..
i'm not normally there :)
so paddy lets them come over to his,
bessie an ruby yesterday..
i've missed bessie haven't really seen her since school
we talked about how everyone has changed or are changing,
even me and bessie have,
the two people who hadn't changed since we were in year 7
still mad,
still childish
still fun.
now she's having a slightly grown upper style of fun.
i am too i guess.
but it was fun to kick back with her and be just as silly as we used to be.

Grow Down

back in my room again...
i felt like a child.
i stay at paddy's most nights when i don't have college
and i feel a little maturer,
with a relationship, and responsibility's etc.
and i wake up in my room,
after a night out
with which of my friends i brought home next to me,
and my walls full of writings about playground secrets.
last nights clothes scattered on my floor,
and i go for cuddles with my dad
reminding myself of how i am actually still just a child at heart.

Thursday, 21 October 2010

Wednesday, 20 October 2010

paddys home

tomorrow did make me feel better :)

Tuesday, 19 October 2010


i dyed my hair..
i don't feel any better though,
mabye tomorrow will cheer me up.


i am not allowed to eat in my own fucking house!
because she doesn't like the smell of food.

i'm sorry if your inlove with her dad.
but she is fucking up our lives.


home again home again trototy trot.

Monday, 18 October 2010


college is getting less and less fun...

Sunday, 17 October 2010


Did a shoot with naomi today :)
she is tres beautiful :)
but still haven't done my 500 word essay that is due in last tuesday...

i have been so trampy since paddy's gone,
i haven't been wearing make up
or shaving
or getting out of my pyjamas...
this is not healthy,

why do the lights appear to flicker across bristol?


Saturday, 16 October 2010

Dinner with Ngaio, Breakfast at Tiffany's

Watched Breakfast at Tiffany's with ngaio, alice and stella.
and tomorrow ngaio is going on a date with my brother...
hehe :)
but max has been so annoying
and so un-helpful today!!
i could of got so much done,
i was going to do a little shopping,
clean out my gerbil,
finish my essay
then dinner with ngaio,
(i bought pudding :)
but thanks to max's all day binge playing some stupid football game
and then just the point i needed to work on the computer going to play some online facebook card game..?
and i had to hide in the toilet for like a half hour cause i wanted some pepsi
but max had it
and when i asked for some he started to down the bottle
so i went to take it from him,
he flinched
and poured it all over his face...
soo he started chasing me upstairs,
i managed to lock myself in the loo before he could do any real harm,
but then obviously he went into my room and messed some stuff up,
anyway i had a little cry in the loo for a bit,
pathetic little me,
wasn't just down to max
i had other things in mind,
anyway i didn't even finish cleaning out mushroom's cage,
and had to have a super quick shower before popping off to ngaios's

Friday, 15 October 2010


i didn't get a onezee,
they didn't have any new ones...
jonny lied.
so i got some teeth for halloween,

raah :)

Thursday, 14 October 2010


ngaio was supposed to come round after i baby sat today,
i think she forgot...
i bought ice cream...
oh well i will put it in for the milkshake,
and i haven't got any plans for once
and i want to see my friends
but no-one is replying my texts...
i might wander down to primark and get a onezee tomorrow
and ask for a job,
it wouldn't be too bad working in primark,
no discount but probably just spend all my wages there anyway.
anyone who reads this before about 2 tomorrow drop me a text if you want to come...
i miss everyone so much,
&thats my dad and my brother:

Creepy Crawly

wow i must of had about 8 dreams that i can remember last night,
and all about spiders or have spiders in them,
there was spiders in the food,
weird jumping spiders that i had to defeat,
just everywere D:
tats the last time i watch clips about spiders on youtube D:

Wednesday, 13 October 2010

i am my own destruction.

rrrrgh college D:
i tried to put £10 on my printing credit?
som eshit went wrong
anyway it's lost and what a waist of a tenner,
that also means i cannot complete my work,
which makes me very unsettled,
and feel like i haven't done the work D:
then i spoke to my tutor about counselling in school,
and i apparently have to speak to the student welfare officer?
anyway steve (my tutor) was very lovely and understanding,
but i chickened out again,

bye bye paddy,

Paddy's going to spain for a week..
i'm going to have so much time on my hands,
lots of work and friends :)
i will miss you paddykins
have fun with dan:

-paddy doesn't like this picture but i think it's ace's :D (and thats dan)

Sunday, 10 October 2010

Kingdom Hearts

paddy's coming for lunch with my family :o
... when he gets off his game. -_-

Saturday, 9 October 2010

come home homo

paddy's out doing a performance and i have been in his bed all day :D
but i just realised i have lots of things to do
but can't leave till he's back cause i told his dad i wouldn't...
i'm just going to make myself an Itunes playlist of all paddy's songs i like :D

Wednesday, 6 October 2010


i have so much work to do...
but i'm going to spend the rest of my day eating and showering...
possibly together,

Sunday, 3 October 2010

early night please

another amazing weekend,
with paddy and more new friends :D
i love paddy's friends i really feel like they suit me :)
and i don't feel like crap the day after
awesome. :)
now to bed..
early night thanks.

Saturday, 2 October 2010


i am watching the little mermiad with paddy :)
i've not seen it before,
he is trying to get me into Disney...
cause i bassicly haven't seen any disney films.. really.