i am my own destruction.

rrrrgh college D:
i tried to put £10 on my printing credit?
som eshit went wrong
anyway it's lost and what a waist of a tenner,
that also means i cannot complete my work,
which makes me very unsettled,
and feel like i haven't done the work D:
then i spoke to my tutor about counselling in school,
and i apparently have to speak to the student welfare officer?
anyway steve (my tutor) was very lovely and understanding,
but i chickened out again,
:/