Grow Down

back in my room again...
i felt like a child.
i stay at paddy's most nights when i don't have college
and i feel a little maturer,
with a relationship, and responsibility's etc.
and i wake up in my room,
after a night out
with which of my friends i brought home next to me,
and my walls full of writings about playground secrets.
last nights clothes scattered on my floor,
and i go for cuddles with my dad
reminding myself of how i am actually still just a child at heart.