going mad.

so i thought today would be better,
didn't go out.
hardly got out of my jammies.
cried a bit more.
wtf.
listened to Alot of CocoRosie
i just bought her album
makes me want to go mad.
how would i go about doing that
without mad amounts of drugs
i guess i might go mad from my parents anyway
today i had to take dads wine off him,
stop it dad.
please.