hap birth max

happy birthday max.

mum and max have gone down the pub, dad was invited but he's ill

i wasn't.

"Charly your too young they wont let you in."

:/

i fucking hate it now.
for the past 2 years now they all go down the pub all the time and mum comes back off her face, dad gets so stressed trying to look after her max go's out for the night and
i'm too young.

sometimes i feel like i'm not part of this family,

like when they exclude me
forget to feed me
hate my music
hate my clothes
ignore me
shout at me for things that have not to do with me

it's like there just saying: why are you even here?

i wish i wasn't.

happy birthday.