jesse

last night i was all feeling a bit sorry for myself, 

and lonely i got out all the stuff that me and jesse did together eg: little note books of things, pictures, photos, we have changed a bit since then though,

well i don't feel like i have i think jess has since shes got a boyfriend, change happens though and atleast now shes happy 

we were talking the other day about how im a bit too clingy and she needs to spend more time with david and her other friends and she said something that kind of crushed me a little inside

something to do with how it wasnt just us, and she doesn't want it to be just us 

i can understand she has other friends i just got too obsessive cause i had never had a Bestest bestest friend like that and i think im not enough for her, even if shes enough for me.

i miss how it used to be.