D:

i don't know, okay?

and i don't think i ever will.

i feel like rubbish 

i feel like everyone else thinks im rubbish im controlling 

(as today i was bossing everyone around trying to film)

and i'm the last one left in the world to not have a partner D:

almost everyone of my friends, and it just makes me feel like Whats Wrong with ME?!! D:

but then i answer myself and feel even more rubbish

i don't even want a boyfriend i just want someone to care for me ):

xx