goh dear

i'm ill,
mixed ill,
this morning i felt sick and bunged up,
now i have a sore lump at the back of my throat and a PULSATING HEADACHE
whenever i stand up too fast i almost pass out from a head rush,
and any slight movement or jolt it feels like my brain is loose and ratteling around D:
Raah D:
& mum forced me to have a shower which i really didn't want
just the thought of having to rub my head made me pain
so i just sat in the bath with the shower over me and had a little cry
then put on some really un-attractive lazy ill clothes
and ngaio came over looking spiffy :)
damn her hot bod.