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oh mum D:
when will it end.
here is how i have been distracting myself recently:
(could turn into a hoby)






Now i have decided, after my little break down last night,
that my life is going to be brilliant
and i'm not going to live the norm
i'm not going to be like
oh i have to learn, to get a good job, to pay bills, to be happy
NO
i don't want to be stuck in a shitty job that i hate, and have to do everyday to earn money to spend on things i don't have time to buy or use because i'm at work,

i don't know what i will do yet,
but it will be a nice surprise.