Ms Lonely

i know i'm not allowed to be but i don't know why,

i just want to be with someone,

Anyone, it's so annoying i have to plan atleast a day ahead to get jesse cause apparently david has booked her already i don't want it to be like this taking turns? shes not a doll i wish we could hang around together but it's just whenever i'm hanging round with them together its like davids marking his territory like mid sentence im talking to jess aand he just pulls her over to him and she just go's with it and im left there looking stupid talking to no-one.

:/

and she is so smart i really need help with maths and stuff i wish there was more time in the world, i know she does try but sometimes it's like im her spare time friend, shes been very close with olivia aswell recently,

i really need someone i can depend on :/

i wish i didn't upset people,

i wish people didn't upset me,

i wish i didn't think about things too much

& i wish i wasn't lonely.