happy birthday :/

on holiidddaaay for my birthday,

i feel like i have had a bit of a rubbish birthday, :/ ungrateful me yeaah,

on my actual day we were in a car/boat journey to isle of white,  i get car sick and im scared of water :/

and i got to open a couple little presents, and lovely jubbely jesse made me yummy chocolate spread cake, :) that was probably the best thing that day, but everyone was just too worn out from the long journey to much care, :/ & Mum Completely ruined the start of it (previous post)

we didn't do anything, and i had to make myself dinner, which was 3 slices of bacon (no brown sauceD:), jesse was lovely but a little distracted by her phone or more to whos on the other side of it,

mum was being horrible, got pissed every night, being VERY difficult and i had to get out of bed about 8 times each night to put her to bed :/ like a child

i really just wanted a hug from jesse but i think she had other things on mind :/

we went Water Zorbing :) that was good fun, & had a photo-shoot cause we were staying with a stylist and photographer :) prettyyy :)

its okay i guess

thankyou jesse for making it special x