Tears make typing hard,

i don't want to wright much cause I'd rather not put a downer to things but i'm in a really bad place right now and i can't see any improvement soon,

i am without jesse for no reason she's probably with david or something, but as much as i'm supposed to be getting on without her i can't but i am and its killing me and now i feel like doing nothing, staying in, and shutting the world out.

its hard to type, my eyes are so full of tears,

no-ones helping, no-ones here.

ALONE

i don't feel like writing all i have done since my last blog so i will just sum up my emotions and say Everyone FUCK OFF ):