come with me my love, 

to the sea, the sea of love, 

i wanna tell you how much, 

i love you...

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the weekend didn't exactly go to plan..  friday night i was alone the was expected still lonely though, saturday it was going to be the awsome 4som going to St W fair we had been planning it for Ages :) it was to kick start our summer, i was oh so exited i text jesse when i woke (12ish) and she replied: i'm not going today, im getting my ear's pierced then i'm going to spend time with david. D: i was a little crushed so i text jeannie saying sorry the sleep-overs off it would be awkward with just me, jeannie and tom, so instead i went to the fair with mum and dad :/ i did meet ruby there, and yazmine i invited ruby round and yazmine sort-of invited herself round, tess came over and jeannie came i invited my mate jake aswell but him and tom don't get along i didn't actually invite tom but jeannie did (i hate it when she presumes she can just bring him) so i had to un-invite jake D: then yazmine and ruby asked tom if he would be uncomfortable if we invited jake round next thing i knew jeannie comes up to me sayingOkay well if jakes coming round Were Leaving. i just looked blank and said:They only asked?!! anyway they went off back to toms they were being rather anti-social anyway just making out in the corner, so in the end jake came round with his mate luke (the one that yazmine had a thing with) yazmine and luke went under the cover on the sofa (Bleeergh) and we (me tess ruby & jake) went on the roof, tess's friend rob lived across the road so we asked him if he wanted to come over, he did for a bit but he had to go and all night jake was Completely Repelled by me Bril

throughout almost the WHOLE of sunday my parents were just throwing things making noise and screaming :/ mum was pissed again and dad wasn't having it, i made dinner for mum to try and calm her down and she just ended up throwing it at dad, S: it got so bad i was crying at jesses answering machine until i couldn't listen anymore i ran off to the park and jesse found me, she took me back to hers, and i stayed there.

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