Aaaargh,

i can't help myself...

i've been reading Her blogs

theres so many

and my heart just brakes

and im full of this feeling 

is it happiness?

Depression?

i don't know

i don't want to know,

i don't think

oooh i feel so spiritual ^^

but shit...

should i cry?

i can't wait to leave school...

this time in one year ile be ready to leave

to ditch my uniform and be the trash that She is...

her life makes out to be so Shit 

but its like The life i want

its odd,

shes not that happy 

and shes so alone,

but shes wonderful 

& i love her...

still day1