lesser and lesser updates.

i haven't writen a blog in ages...
can't explain it except maybe how busy i have been,
don't know next time i will be back so...
here we go:

college: super crazy, so much work, no help but thats the point, supposed to be able to do it myself... but its just too much, maybe if i had nothing else going on like shit home life etc. i would be able to get it done at a good standerd

home life: shit as above... mum is not only a raging alcoholic but she's also now got mental problems and is growing more and more disabled... i can't spend more than 10 minutes in a room with her. and thats hard when she follows me around.

paddy: lovely, beautiful, what less could he be? when i can eat again were going to cosmo's for all you can eat, then to watch a film. :) can't wait!

(why i can't eat: took too many drugs, chewed up my mouth, haven't been able to eat for like days!!! lost weight now my tight trousers are a little loose.

friends: they are lushtingzzzz, just been olivia's birthday house party(were i chewed up my face) that was hilerious, tess n olivia are such my girlies and olivia looks HAWT in nipple tassles, and even hotter with one fallen off ;D

and i am all into circus now. want to do circus everything. specially circus photography.