not to plan.

so it didn't really go to plan.
paddy didn't quite get back in time.
and now i have to go babysitting.
and i look silly cause i've done myself up
all pretty like.
and now i'm just going babysitting.
and i will probably look like a wreck again after
but atleast i get to see paddy then,
i just want a cuddle
and to give him my little monthly present.
that i'm not supposed to do.
cause months don't really mean anything.
they do to me.