hair done

and i'm ready for womad :D

Hair Dye And Wax

me and tess are getting ready for womad,
waxing our legs- AAAAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOWWWWWWW
and dying my hair :)
i will dye tess' hair another time when she's allowed :D
were so exited about womad :D

This Summer:

so far:
SunRise Festival,
Free Party's,

Soon:
Womad festi (including Tess' birthday)
Boomtown festi
(maybe)Green Man festi
Shambala festi
MY BIRTHDAY!!(hype)
TribeOfFrog back :D

-frosty made me a hat to match my onesie. :D

my drawings

addiction

i'm staying away from home.
i don't want to be in a repetetive cycle of depression.
see the problem is mum when she drinks.
because she's an alcoholic.
she turn into a horrible person
and fucks up everyone.
she starts drinking about the time when dad gets home from work
so dad doesn't get to see the sober mum.
and me and dad get the worst of it,
max is usually off with mates or in his room in the attic.

but i've had enough.
i'm staying away.
it's a shame cause i love spending time with my dad.
but he's either busy, arguing with mum,
or i'm not allowed to be his friend cause mum gets jealous!!

the other night,
the last night i stayed at home
i really was not up for one of mums drunken episodes
so when she went
"oh dave you couldn't pop down the shop and get us a bottle could yah."
so i said
"oh PLEASE! just this one night can you just NOT!!"
but he did.
he came back and i just said
"please don't give her that, please don't fuel her addiction?!!"
and he didn't really say much.
so i left.



-i get the pleasure of watching paddy play on the wii,

doodle

i have been using this alot less...
seems that i never remember what i do...
i always do awesome things and go CAN'T WAIT TO RIGHT THIS IN MY BLOG
then nothing?
don't rememeber...
i have been having fun though...
what can i remember recently?
josh's birthday... that was good.
hired out lakota and decorated it up :D
went to a free party in the middle of no-were
in the middle of bath :D
with tess
it was awesome!
in an abandoned mine.
so it was creepy and dark and underground..
they had a huge set up.
was fucking ace.
and a big corn field next door that was really high
so you could run through it and pretty much just dive into it
and fall over all over the place and it was lursh.
:)
me and paddy are so lovey :)
it feels like still fresh.
and romantic aswell.
<3
even though he has just got a wii >.>
hah.
it's fine because whenever he plays on his wii i draw.
and i am pretty proud. i have been improving.
i will post them up soon
x

distinction.

so i got really good on my Photography end of term.
like 4 distinctions..
dude.
which is encoureging cause i worked my little ass at it.
and i got asked to be 2nd photographer at my cousins wedding.
and people just kept telling me how good i am.
1. for being so good with the kids/babies and looking after them at the wedding.
2. how lovely i'm looking
&3. how good my photography is coming along.
my dad keeps just hugging me.

this is strange as how noramlly i am so invisable
and its noramally max taking center stage being the star child.
i mean i was still pretty invisable to those people at the wedding who didn't know me.
i had to wait for about half an hour before the guy serving the food would let me have any... and about 5 other people got served before me when i waited longer...
the whole time i was thinking
"now shall i use these invisability powers for good or evil?..."

yeahh...

it feels good to be back in your arms. <3

ring box.

i have a strange admirance for ring box's
it might be something to do with the suggestion of marriage,
but then i like it in a different way to how i feel about marriage.

the cushioned inside,
the velvet.
the way it open's to reveal something said to be so special.
the petiteness

i might even start collecting them.

1.2.3... GINGER

Sunrise

so i'm going to sunrise festival aparently
and its in two days...
RUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN
okay i'm packed.
bye then.

playtime

it's paddy's performance tonight
so he's been in reahearsal all day.
so i'm entertaining myself with pictures of him.
yum.

Fascinator

i have built back quite a bit of work.
not to the standard of the original but still hopefully good enough?
i hope.

- do you like this? i got it from the stokes croft fest. its for a wedding i'm going to, i need a dress to match. :)

is it my turn now?

i want the men in white coats to take me away now.

i have lost my memory stick with all my work on it ):

-you know... so whats the point anymore?