:s

i am not allowed to eat in my own fucking house!
because she doesn't like the smell of food.

i'm sorry if your inlove with her dad.
but she is fucking up our lives.

/

home again home again trototy trot.

:/

college is getting less and less fun...

glitter

Did a shoot with naomi today :)
she is tres beautiful :)
but still haven't done my 500 word essay that is due in last tuesday...
rubbish

i have been so trampy since paddy's gone,
i haven't been wearing make up
or shaving
or getting out of my pyjamas...
this is not healthy,

why do the lights appear to flicker across bristol?

magic.

Dinner with Ngaio, Breakfast at Tiffany's

Watched Breakfast at Tiffany's with ngaio, alice and stella.
and tomorrow ngaio is going on a date with my brother...
hehe :)
but max has been so annoying
and so un-helpful today!!
i could of got so much done,
i was going to do a little shopping,
clean out my gerbil,
finish my essay
then dinner with ngaio,
(i bought pudding :)
but thanks to max's all day binge playing some stupid football game
and then just the point i needed to work on the computer going to play some online facebook card game..?
(wtf?)
and i had to hide in the toilet for like a half hour cause i wanted some pepsi
but max had it
and when i asked for some he started to down the bottle
so i went to take it from him,
he flinched
and poured it all over his face...
soo he started chasing me upstairs,
i managed to lock myself in the loo before he could do any real harm,
but then obviously he went into my room and messed some stuff up,
anyway i had a little cry in the loo for a bit,
pathetic little me,
wasn't just down to max
i had other things in mind,
anyway i didn't even finish cleaning out mushroom's cage,
and had to have a super quick shower before popping off to ngaios's

Raah.

i didn't get a onezee,
they didn't have any new ones...
jonny lied.
so i got some teeth for halloween,

raah :)

Primark

ngaio was supposed to come round after i baby sat today,
i think she forgot...
i bought ice cream...
oh well i will put it in for the milkshake,
and i haven't got any plans for once
and i want to see my friends
but no-one is replying my texts...
i might wander down to primark and get a onezee tomorrow
and ask for a job,
it wouldn't be too bad working in primark,
no discount but probably just spend all my wages there anyway.
anyone who reads this before about 2 tomorrow drop me a text if you want to come...
:)
i miss everyone so much,
&thats my dad and my brother:

Creepy Crawly

wow i must of had about 8 dreams that i can remember last night,
and all about spiders or have spiders in them,
there was spiders in the food,
weird jumping spiders that i had to defeat,
just everywere D:
tats the last time i watch clips about spiders on youtube D:

i am my own destruction.

rrrrgh college D:
i tried to put £10 on my printing credit?
som eshit went wrong
anyway it's lost and what a waist of a tenner,
that also means i cannot complete my work,
which makes me very unsettled,
and feel like i haven't done the work D:
then i spoke to my tutor about counselling in school,
and i apparently have to speak to the student welfare officer?
anyway steve (my tutor) was very lovely and understanding,
but i chickened out again,
:/

bye bye paddy,

Paddy's going to spain for a week..
i'm going to have so much time on my hands,
lots of work and friends :)
i will miss you paddykins
have fun with dan:

-paddy doesn't like this picture but i think it's ace's :D (and thats dan)

Kingdom Hearts

paddy's coming for lunch with my family :o
... when he gets off his game. -_-

come home homo

paddy's out doing a performance and i have been in his bed all day :D
snoozing.
but i just realised i have lots of things to do
but can't leave till he's back cause i told his dad i wouldn't...
i'm just going to make myself an Itunes playlist of all paddy's songs i like :D

Mweeeee

i have so much work to do...
but i'm going to spend the rest of my day eating and showering...
possibly together,

early night please

another amazing weekend,
with paddy and more new friends :D
i love paddy's friends i really feel like they suit me :)
and i don't feel like crap the day after
awesome. :)
now to bed..
early night thanks.

Disney.

i am watching the little mermiad with paddy :)
i've not seen it before,
he is trying to get me into Disney...
cause i bassicly haven't seen any disney films.. really.
x

:)

Stupid bitch!

Gawd i'm getting out of here!!!

Eeeeeey.

that was fucking amazing!
and i regret nothing.

i have what i want!!

i feel like i have someone who cares..
somewhere to run,
and something to cuddle,

but also i have a cough which sucks cause i really want to stay round his ALL the time but i have just been up all night these past couple of day, in fits of coughing. D:

and i have been seeing my girleys
not enough though
MORE i say.
:)
x

:/

my dad might be going to america...
for like half a year.
gulp.