Lesbians for the day(L)

tommorow,
me and tess are going out for a lonely valentines together
i got her some lovely little things
:)
we will go to cafe delight then maybe out for dinner,
or we can get a chinese?
or cinema?

:) it will be lovely

we can be lesbians for a day (L)

(here is us breaking into the christmas Reindeer's i had been saving)





(Exuse the Morning Faces =])

Roses(L)

STRESS!
DT coursework due in TOMMOROW!
no way will that be finished
i'm making a church and it's not even close to looking like a church
i have so much on right now!
mum
Dt
Valentines Roses
Drama
and it all comes up to this friday..
fuck.

so i have to orginise getting 50 roses by tommorrow
and mum is the worst of helps.
she rang me asking if she could talk to my teacher to orginise this,
but i know how un-reliable she is but i handed her over,
she said whats happening and everything is all sweet.
hmm maybe she has actually sorted something out and will actually come through for me?
no obviously not,
she rang me after i had just left school.
sorry charly its not happening,
i have no contact with any of the other people doing this,
or my teacher
and they are expecting me to turn up 1st thing in the morning with 50 red roses?
FUCK!
so i try to ring mum, shes not picking up,
dad rings asking why mum is shouting at him
because apparently i have done something wrong?
and this is all my fault
cause mum thought she had a friend who sold roses,
thought she was being useful
but no.
so i go to tess' house
avoiding mum,
and i have to spend most of my time on the phone trying to orginise getting some roses with my dad D:
hes getting shit from mum,
tess is trying to ring her friend,
i have no roses that my mum promised to my teacher
and this is all going to get fucked up?
thank god, dad says someone will do 50 roses not as cheap as the first ones,
but still profitable

so if you can't be useful?
what use are you?

happy now?

FOR FUCK SAKE!
i asked my dad today
if i could get in touch with a councilor
just someone to talk to,
to advise me,
i have been to my dads a couple of times
but he specializes in drug/alcohol stuff
and hes more of a grown up help
i need someone more childish
and to help on a vary of things,

I NEED HELP?

why are people making this more difficult than it is?
why are you pointlessly making issues bigger?

why can't you just leave me alone ):

WishWashShmishMean?

0.0
Jess has a dishwasher?
i am shocked an appalled
how am i supposed to dry the dishes after you wash them now?
i suppose billy isn't out of a job though,
he can still put it away.

tess came round for our regular tuesdays
we chopped and peeled potatos,
she made a toastie
and we stole my dads chocolate :P
NOM

i now every after school and lunchtime have to take out of my time to go do Resistant Materials work
which is lovely fun because i'm making a church/doll house/clock
but i do miss my 5aDay D:

D:

>:(

your mean and i don't like you!

so stop it!

crap.

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Today i am Chinese :)

^^ my lunch,
went to the chinese supermarket with my dad :)
i love our Sunday's
Green Tea&ButterEggRoll
we also went to the market and tesco,

had a lovely night last night after getting out the house,
i should get out more.
if you will have me :)

but it has put me in a MUCH better mood.
and it's sunday so that means
mums cooking roast,

the one day she does something.
even if she doesn't eat it with us,

This is MY Time, More of This Will Break My Mind, Although I Try, Over and Over...

Please listen:
http://www.reverbnation.com/bennysensus
i'm crying
listening to this.
mum and dad ):
gone mad
need to get out of here,
toms?
on my own :/
jaimes?
don't feel like a party.
but please get me out
just go sit in the park?
in the cold.
dark.
listen listen
i like this bit..
(8)This is my time,
more of this will break my mind,
although i try,
over and over and over and over,(8)

sleepover at jeannies

ice cream
crisps
pizza
chocolate
etc.

films
bed

Hot Chocoloffee :)

sitting at home drinking my Hot Chocoloffee(previously invented by lily combining hot chocolate and coffee)
i was thinking about my previous thoughts to the future,
i was going to live in a double decker bus (upstairs toilet and bedroom, downstairs living room and kitchen)
and travel the world with whoever my companion would be
then i realised the unlikeliness of it so
i thought a small flat with a mate (small as in we have are personal space but we are also forced to interact.)
but money isn't on my side & my flatmate has other ideas by now :/
so i will get a boyfriend who is lovely then move in with him
if i have a boyfriend
Damn valentines day.

i chose cassie

It'sDoppelgänger week: during this week please change your profile picture to someone famous (actor, musician, athlete) you have been told you look like - and be sure to post this as your status.
(this went around facebook today )

i choose cassie from skins:



what do you think:)

i keep having weird dreams,
about people i used to be close with,

anyway heres a hot picture :)

yum,

i want to be a Dancer.

i want to be a dancer :)
after school today i watched tess and olivia dance
and they look so attractive and elegant
i think i could dance if i tried,
but i didn't get to pick it as an option
because i would rather do drama :/
can't do both
shame,

Anyway, tess came round and we ate pizza.
Tastey.

Valentines Day Soon D:

same as every year,
i guess a card from my mum..?
and being sat on my own whilst everyone go's out

Today as always i sat with everyone and watched them all eat.
then tess and olivia left me with jess and david lovingly feeding each other,
kissing,
and talking about valentines day

what would be my perfect valentines day.. :)
some guy not from my school(cause thats lame)
asking me to be his valentines
and taking me out for a lovely meal
Sushi?
and buying me a locket with our pictures in it
and cuddles me
and tells me he loves me
:)





please. :(

Charly

is quite happy, :)
lovely sleepover at toms,
lovely girl party at tess'
and lovely chill out at toms

i don't feel much like talking to you :)
so shame.

GirlySleepover

HAHA

fun :)
for some reason girly night turned into going to josiah's shed?!!
then olivia and emily got WASTED
practically had to carry them home :)
at the time we were like oh this is turned to shit
but really it was quite fun
and in the morning it left us with Wonders of laughs:

olivia falling over every 4 steps
and pulling down whoevers holding her up
me and mala trying to walk across grass in heels
we just wanted a wee
trying to put olivia to bed
then leaving to make toast
"I WANT SOME TOAST" (Olivia chasing after us)
yeahh lots more
it's just not as funny unless you were there,
:)

GirlyTime

tonight Tonight TONIGHT :D
Wooo
love,
Our girly sleepover.
legs:Shaved
Pyjamas:CHECK
Dress:CHECK
IceCream:StillNeedToBuy:S
Rum&GingerBeer:StillNeedToBuy
HairDye:CHECK
Heels:CHECK
Hair:IWasThinkingCrinkles?
Face:mala&emilyWantToDo
Showered:CHECK

Foofeeys?

eww, i can't stop Making Air Biscuits! D:
i actually have a problem
gross.

Sleepover tomorrow :D
proper girly like.
pyjamas,dresses,icecream,makeup,hair,etc.

then meningitis fundraising, :)

Piggy Ring

Curry YUM

no.
BAD CURRY
mmm smelly bag
*SNiff Sniff*
OOOUWWW D:
ouh shit were is my nose stud?
D: D: D:
*Tries to look in the dark*
oh fudge, curry getting cold
quick put an ear stud in there
oh looks stoopid,
*Eats curry*
has another look for stud
with
MASSIVE SPOT LIGHT!
nope Nada,
inside
put MASSIVE ring in my nose
tess calls it my
PIGGY RING

|:|
MUR


MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW

Because

So i will live on coco-pops and 17p lasagna*

even though it makes me feel ill,

and i will not retaliate or fight back**

even when i have a valid point to put across

and i will listen***

even when i know what's being said is hurting me

*because we haven't much money
**because fighting back doesn't help
***because i know my friends need me. :/