goodbye bracelets D:

Troll

this is my new Russ Troll :D
he is the first to my collection.
i saw him in a charity shop with two others about a week ago,
there was him, his twin (pink hair white sailor suit)
and a little hippy one with a could of beady dreads,
i obv instantly fell inlove with the dread one but sadly when i went in today he had been sold,
so i got geen hair'd sailor troll and when i get a bit more money i will buy his twin :D
and i collect them now.
and there is a clown one i am bidding on atm on ebay :D
YAhoooo!

like my pikachu bag?

panda

-my panda onesie came through in the post :)
cosy again.
i now have 10 onesies.

timetable

if your wandering how my days are going recently
its:
breakfast
college work
college work
lunch
(possible drawing)
college work
college work
more food
college work
(paddy comes home)
dinner
college work
(bit of computer/tv time)
bed.

-and thats on a non college day.
because college day's are taken up by cycling all the way into college to be told shit we already know look at each others pictures then sent home again...
and if we want help we have to beg for our teachers attention that he will only give us if he's not rushing off home early and makes us feel like were 'waisting' his time...
hes a nice guy just aah.

-hey check out mis MEGAroots atm.

lesser and lesser updates.

i haven't writen a blog in ages...
can't explain it except maybe how busy i have been,
don't know next time i will be back so...
here we go:

college: super crazy, so much work, no help but thats the point, supposed to be able to do it myself... but its just too much, maybe if i had nothing else going on like shit home life etc. i would be able to get it done at a good standerd

home life: shit as above... mum is not only a raging alcoholic but she's also now got mental problems and is growing more and more disabled... i can't spend more than 10 minutes in a room with her. and thats hard when she follows me around.

paddy: lovely, beautiful, what less could he be? when i can eat again were going to cosmo's for all you can eat, then to watch a film. :) can't wait!

(why i can't eat: took too many drugs, chewed up my mouth, haven't been able to eat for like days!!! lost weight now my tight trousers are a little loose.

friends: they are lushtingzzzz, just been olivia's birthday house party(were i chewed up my face) that was hilerious, tess n olivia are such my girlies and olivia looks HAWT in nipple tassles, and even hotter with one fallen off ;D

and i am all into circus now. want to do circus everything. specially circus photography.

pikachu of my own

i finally have a pikachu suit of my own that i can wear WHENEVER i want and not smoke and get blim holes in :)

summer.

i haven'e been blogging cause i've been having an
AMAZING
summer :)
best ever.

yesterday was mine and paddy's 1 year anniversary :)
we went to ZULU'S and had some crazy burgers with ostrich and water buffalo
and it feels great to be just as inlove as when we started,
i made him the gay-est video ever :)
all them pictures of us in a big gay slideshow with some gay music and such :)
he loved it though...
what a big gay.

and last week was my birthday :)
i am 18
i can do anything i want :)
i can use my REAL ID
it feels good,

i'm going for a lovely family meal tonight with mine and paddy's family
to the WATER SKY big posh chinese restaurant :)
Lushting.

and i am preparing for my big birthday party next weekend,
it's Circus time :)
exciting.

hair done

and i'm ready for womad :D

Hair Dye And Wax

me and tess are getting ready for womad,
waxing our legs- AAAAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOWWWWWWW
and dying my hair :)
i will dye tess' hair another time when she's allowed :D
were so exited about womad :D

This Summer:

so far:
SunRise Festival,
Free Party's,

Soon:
Womad festi (including Tess' birthday)
Boomtown festi
(maybe)Green Man festi
Shambala festi
MY BIRTHDAY!!(hype)
TribeOfFrog back :D

-frosty made me a hat to match my onesie. :D

my drawings

addiction

i'm staying away from home.
i don't want to be in a repetetive cycle of depression.
see the problem is mum when she drinks.
because she's an alcoholic.
she turn into a horrible person
and fucks up everyone.
she starts drinking about the time when dad gets home from work
so dad doesn't get to see the sober mum.
and me and dad get the worst of it,
max is usually off with mates or in his room in the attic.

but i've had enough.
i'm staying away.
it's a shame cause i love spending time with my dad.
but he's either busy, arguing with mum,
or i'm not allowed to be his friend cause mum gets jealous!!

the other night,
the last night i stayed at home
i really was not up for one of mums drunken episodes
so when she went
"oh dave you couldn't pop down the shop and get us a bottle could yah."
so i said
"oh PLEASE! just this one night can you just NOT!!"
but he did.
he came back and i just said
"please don't give her that, please don't fuel her addiction?!!"
and he didn't really say much.
so i left.



-i get the pleasure of watching paddy play on the wii,

doodle

i have been using this alot less...
seems that i never remember what i do...
i always do awesome things and go CAN'T WAIT TO RIGHT THIS IN MY BLOG
then nothing?
don't rememeber...
i have been having fun though...
what can i remember recently?
josh's birthday... that was good.
hired out lakota and decorated it up :D
went to a free party in the middle of no-were
in the middle of bath :D
with tess
it was awesome!
in an abandoned mine.
so it was creepy and dark and underground..
they had a huge set up.
was fucking ace.
and a big corn field next door that was really high
so you could run through it and pretty much just dive into it
and fall over all over the place and it was lursh.
:)
me and paddy are so lovey :)
it feels like still fresh.
and romantic aswell.
<3
even though he has just got a wii >.>
hah.
it's fine because whenever he plays on his wii i draw.
and i am pretty proud. i have been improving.
i will post them up soon
x

distinction.

so i got really good on my Photography end of term.
like 4 distinctions..
dude.
which is encoureging cause i worked my little ass at it.
and i got asked to be 2nd photographer at my cousins wedding.
and people just kept telling me how good i am.
1. for being so good with the kids/babies and looking after them at the wedding.
2. how lovely i'm looking
&3. how good my photography is coming along.
my dad keeps just hugging me.

this is strange as how noramlly i am so invisable
and its noramally max taking center stage being the star child.
i mean i was still pretty invisable to those people at the wedding who didn't know me.
i had to wait for about half an hour before the guy serving the food would let me have any... and about 5 other people got served before me when i waited longer...
the whole time i was thinking
"now shall i use these invisability powers for good or evil?..."

yeahh...