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Christmas List:

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1.HulaHoop(proffesional)

2.Panda Hoody from Pulp(in cabot circus)

3.Lion Hat and matching lion gloves(pink lemons or re-phsyco on glos. rd)

4.rainbow furry leg warmers (BlueBanana)

5.fox tail

6.bunny hat with LARGE floppy ears.


7.pikachu onesie

stickyneon please

i dyed my hair with roooooby :)
its quite rusty red
i was going for ginger...
it's fine

and i need a slap for spending lots of money....
money i should be saving.
*SLAP*

i might just give in to my saved up money and buy all those little things that i have always wanted...
i'mm wait till after christmas see what happens...
infact i'm going to make a christmas list
but if anyones stuck for choosing me a present Anything from StickyNeon(on glos. rd) would be just gurt ta x :D

TimMinchin

i tried to dye my hair red today..
but ended up throwing the dye at my mum.
she pissed me off
but i don't care cause i put my hair up to do it in sections but stormed off with it still in clips and max said it looked nice....
he never complimetns me..
so i kept it up.
and then went to se tim minchin :D
YUM!!!!!
i had a chance to talk to him after the show,
but i just went all pink and shy.
but we did exchange big smiles...
:)
i like to think that means we are now married.

my hair looking nice... i wish you could see it in these pictures...

coffee or tea.

jesse and co are coming here this weekend i think,
i have a studio set up in my dining room.
were going to do a shoot.
a little different to normal.
maybe i will put some pictures up...
depending on how appropriate they are ;)

today i fell asleep in the bath...
i think less late nights...
i don't need to see a new film every night paddy :)
i wouldn't mind just talking...
thats night was lovely,
and if it takes us to consume illegal things to get there,
then lets overdose?
-

juggle

i have been practising..
.

:)

even waisting time with you feels worth while.

Primark

i finally re-bleached my hair :)
thanks god!
i looked terrible.
and i have applied for a job in Primark :)
i know it sounds bad,
but actually...
i think it would be cool
the clothes are okay
its relatively close,
and i get first pickings on ALL ONEZEEEEES
:D
ideal.

=>

dads trying to make me feel bad for not being at home...
i hate it.
he know's why i'm not at home!!
it' not my fault!
anyway it was quite nice to all have food together, paddy too
i should get some work done in my wee bit of free time...

dizzy

i woke up today with the biggest smile...
i don't remember my dreams exactly but i kept waking up every couple of hours with a lovely warm happy feeling,
:)
yet as i got through college i just got tired and achey
i think i fell asleep aswell
i haven't been feeling right...
i feel a little bit like i'm high...
but a bit scarier,
and more just mentally ill

i finished college at 6...
i didin't realise how fucking dark it was at 6!
i really wanted to see paddy..
but didn't want to walk through stokes croft on my own in the dark so i rang home but dad was taking mum to the dentist...
he said he would pick me up on the way
so i sat in the car for about an hour outside the dentist
and i only just got home now... at 8
paddy's gone now...
i feel silly that i cried...
but everything just seemed to of gone wrong...
and after a shitty day at college i just wanted a cuddle.
and a paddy cuddle would of been perfect...
i was even wearing his teeshirt
and hoody
and hat...
i think i might just go to bed...

Zombie Walk...

BabyPyjamas

gosh daaarnit
everyone's got onezee's now
i feel so much less special.
damn primark selling such cool cheap pyjamas
i think i shall go down tomorrow and get my pacman one,
then i will have... 5
and hopefully one day i will get my pikachu one i have wanted for ages
and i will be RICH in oneseeees
x

college

i have not been home in very long.
and i don't understand the work i have been set,
i just want to quite college and have lots of lovely paddy cudles.

tramp stamp

got a bit obssesed with tattoo's
i just kept drawring on myself.
moustache on each finger,
little heart above my bum,
barcode on my ankle
Sad man on my other ankle
paw prints on the bottom of my feets
then at ngaio's party last night i let more people draw on me,
and i want a tramp stamp :)

Guffff

i have nothing to do...
but LOADS TO BE DONE!!!

Bessie

people keep pooping round my house..
i'm not normally there :)
so paddy lets them come over to his,
bessie an ruby yesterday..
i've missed bessie haven't really seen her since school
we talked about how everyone has changed or are changing,
even me and bessie have,
the two people who hadn't changed since we were in year 7
still mad,
still childish
still fun.
now she's having a slightly grown upper style of fun.
i am too i guess.
but it was fun to kick back with her and be just as silly as we used to be.
x

Grow Down

back in my room again...
i felt like a child.
i stay at paddy's most nights when i don't have college
and i feel a little maturer,
with a relationship, and responsibility's etc.
and i wake up in my room,
after a night out
with which of my friends i brought home next to me,
and my walls full of writings about playground secrets.
last nights clothes scattered on my floor,
and i go for cuddles with my dad
reminding myself of how i am actually still just a child at heart.

paddys home

tomorrow did make me feel better :)

BLUEANDPINK

i dyed my hair..
i don't feel any better though,
mabye tomorrow will cheer me up.