heres from last night.

tribe of frog

paddy's sleeping!
and were supposed to be going to tribe soon!
and he wont wake up
i even put a cold glass on his bare back and he just sat up and gave me a really evil look then went back to sleep.
eep.

happy birthday daddy.

its my dads birthday but he's at work till likke 7!
so i have been at paddy's with ruby :)
yesterday was the protest against raising uni fee's etc.
i didn't mean to but i joined in and marched with them for a bit,
then i kind of got trapped with them cause the police closed us in...
i had not much to do anyway,
it's quite fun to see how a large ammount of people can actually over rule anything
they can close of roads, jump on cars, and for some, punch horses.
:)
and i'm not even going to uni...
or get EMA..?

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Christmas List:

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1.HulaHoop(proffesional)

2.Panda Hoody from Pulp(in cabot circus)

3.Lion Hat and matching lion gloves(pink lemons or re-phsyco on glos. rd)

4.rainbow furry leg warmers (BlueBanana)

5.fox tail

6.bunny hat with LARGE floppy ears.


7.pikachu onesie

stickyneon please

i dyed my hair with roooooby :)
its quite rusty red
i was going for ginger...
it's fine

and i need a slap for spending lots of money....
money i should be saving.
*SLAP*

i might just give in to my saved up money and buy all those little things that i have always wanted...
i'mm wait till after christmas see what happens...
infact i'm going to make a christmas list
but if anyones stuck for choosing me a present Anything from StickyNeon(on glos. rd) would be just gurt ta x :D

TimMinchin

i tried to dye my hair red today..
but ended up throwing the dye at my mum.
she pissed me off
but i don't care cause i put my hair up to do it in sections but stormed off with it still in clips and max said it looked nice....
he never complimetns me..
so i kept it up.
and then went to se tim minchin :D
YUM!!!!!
i had a chance to talk to him after the show,
but i just went all pink and shy.
but we did exchange big smiles...
:)
i like to think that means we are now married.

my hair looking nice... i wish you could see it in these pictures...

coffee or tea.

jesse and co are coming here this weekend i think,
i have a studio set up in my dining room.
were going to do a shoot.
a little different to normal.
maybe i will put some pictures up...
depending on how appropriate they are ;)

today i fell asleep in the bath...
i think less late nights...
i don't need to see a new film every night paddy :)
i wouldn't mind just talking...
thats night was lovely,
and if it takes us to consume illegal things to get there,
then lets overdose?
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juggle

i have been practising..
.

:)

even waisting time with you feels worth while.

Primark

i finally re-bleached my hair :)
thanks god!
i looked terrible.
and i have applied for a job in Primark :)
i know it sounds bad,
but actually...
i think it would be cool
the clothes are okay
its relatively close,
and i get first pickings on ALL ONEZEEEEES
:D
ideal.

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dads trying to make me feel bad for not being at home...
i hate it.
he know's why i'm not at home!!
it' not my fault!
anyway it was quite nice to all have food together, paddy too
i should get some work done in my wee bit of free time...

dizzy

i woke up today with the biggest smile...
i don't remember my dreams exactly but i kept waking up every couple of hours with a lovely warm happy feeling,
:)
yet as i got through college i just got tired and achey
i think i fell asleep aswell
i haven't been feeling right...
i feel a little bit like i'm high...
but a bit scarier,
and more just mentally ill

i finished college at 6...
i didin't realise how fucking dark it was at 6!
i really wanted to see paddy..
but didn't want to walk through stokes croft on my own in the dark so i rang home but dad was taking mum to the dentist...
he said he would pick me up on the way
so i sat in the car for about an hour outside the dentist
and i only just got home now... at 8
paddy's gone now...
i feel silly that i cried...
but everything just seemed to of gone wrong...
and after a shitty day at college i just wanted a cuddle.
and a paddy cuddle would of been perfect...
i was even wearing his teeshirt
and hoody
and hat...
i think i might just go to bed...